I've never seen this put into words but I relate to the first half of your post. I thought that we/I should be doing something with what I've been given. I encourage others to do the same. What I don't say as much is I don't say how I've tried to stop and just exist and I can't. I don't know how. And I feel like 'who are you to be doing that'? Grow up! My mind both knows that I am enough- I don't have to prove my value and my mind pushes me to keep it all up - or else, who will you be then?
Thanks for sharing your words with us. I see you continuing to find your way through self-gentleness and creativity. And being open to share some things with the public....
I've never seen this put into words but I relate to the first half of your post. I thought that we/I should be doing something with what I've been given. I encourage others to do the same. What I don't say as much is I don't say how I've tried to stop and just exist and I can't. I don't know how. And I feel like 'who are you to be doing that'? Grow up! My mind both knows that I am enough- I don't have to prove my value and my mind pushes me to keep it all up - or else, who will you be then?
Thanks for sharing your words with us. I see you continuing to find your way through self-gentleness and creativity. And being open to share some things with the public....